Random conversation with Caleb and Glenn got me up all night.
:/

Well this is possibly going to be my last post of 09,
and my last three days spent of it?

Daily Scooped and Bridged,
Annual Christmas dinner with my girls at Jul's later,
and Watchnight service and possibly spending New Year's Day at Yaan Meng's.

And my year?
I guess I've possibly said all I could, done all I could, went to all I could, seen all I could, heard all I could, felt all I could, thought all I could, and been all I could this year.

Welcome, soon enough,
TwentyTen (:

I've got a Cavity!
):

Hurts whenever I drink cold drinks,
and hot ones too.
Blame the QQ sweets from Chinaaaaaaa.

I've actually started homework already.
Kudos to me,
Heehee.

Guess where am I now?
Xuetings.
Which means?
Cutesey Devan 1001
:D
Ahhh way better than Jay Chou :D
He's still so so so so adorable.

I'm Actually watching Taiwan dramas online,
this is so Krazy.

Hahah but it's really so addictive,
slaps me face.

I just completed The Lovely Bones,
and it was such a good read.

Awesome novel,
I can't wait for them to show it in theatres.
Really really beautiful.

So this is, Merry Christmas

It's currently 7am and I just got home from celebrating Christmas with ShawnPhua and Xueting.
(:

So smart them decided to go town for the countdown,
And so we spent our entire night in town.

Oh yes,
We went to Timbre and I caught Mr Ezal playing.
He's like freaking good,
Awesome stuff.

Camwhored much til the battery was exhausted.

And after that we practically walk down the whole streets of town,
Talking about anything and everything that came to our minds.
And undeniably I actually enjoyed myself.
(:

The joy of friends.

Oh yes,
And I forgot to mentioned they kinda walked me home,
Which took like an hour plus!

And so my very lovely Christmas.

It's currently 4.15am

Happy Birthday Dearest Cheryl Koh <3

I just got home after combing the whole Choa Chu Kang and town waiting to surprise Cheryl Koh,
Hahah quite failure actually.
Nonetheless, I love you babe (:

Yesterday was a good day
(:

ShawnPhua got me my all time Favourite MACADAMIA NUTS for Christmas!

And I got some work and christmas cards done which made my day very fruitful.

Okay I'm tired,
Very tired actually.

And I've got an ultra bad toothache
):
And headache.

Good night world (:
Rather, morning.

FACT with a tinge of Christmas love <3

Today was an awesome, fantabulous, cannot-get-enough-of, good day.

Firstly, I literally jumped out of bed upon receiving ShawnPhua's message that he got promoted.
Yay (:
I'm am so so glad for him.

And I really really believe it's God's will,

it's just so so amazing.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

Romans 8:28

Secondly, I had lunch with Mommy and Timmy at The Ship.

Think Ribeye steak, Lobster Termidor and such.

Absolutely yummy

(:

And very expensive too :P

Christmas lunch

(:

Thirdly, it was FACT's twice a year meet up today.

Ahhh I love those girls superly alot alot alot alot alot.

We has Da Paola Pizza Bar for dinner,

and 2am: dessertbar for desserts.

Ohyes, Daily Scoop's Kookie Monster and Strawberry Cheesecake too.

(:

And I can never get enough company of those girls

(:

Pictures up soooooon!

The Love of Friends.

Omgosh Salad is such a sweet thing,
I just received her christmas present for me and I totally love it.
(:

And even though she's away in Thailand now,
she just made my day
<3
Stay safe in Thailand love.

And Wenyao just delievered to me Blueberry Cheesecake,
and I know you're reading this,
it's tastes really good.
(:
The right blend of everything.

Yay I'm glad I sent Salz off at the airport today,
we had Popeye's!

Even though I had to spend 10bucks cabbing down for training.
Nonetheless,
it was all worth the while.

I woke up at 4.30pm today.

And I just caught Swan Lake at Esplanade,
with Laura and Jacqueline.

Anyways I need to go into isolation.
I haven't started homework and studying.

Christmas is coming,
and I'm loving the season but I'm still not hyped up for the season,
yet.

Of late,
I've been pretty moody too.
Blame the ones who love to irritate me.
Sometimes I feel as if the words "Irritate me" is written across my forehead,
that's why people love to argue with me.

Ahh.. Remind me again that I didn't go for YM Camp!
): ): ):

Swing it for the Hildan Dream.

So concert's over,
all that rehearsals and all.
:D/:( ?

And yes I've been busy at Victoria Theatre the last three days for full dress and performance,
and of course looking after my very cute and little mice.

All in all,
I guess Salad has already helped me to see the greater good of the concert,
so despite missing church camp,
it might not be such a bad thing afterall.

I'm tired.
Christmas is coming in 5days
:D

Oh yes,
Happy Birthday Justine
(:

Facebook's been such a sweetheart of late,
finally allowed me to upload pictures.
(:

So for sneaks,
these are what's coming up soon.

For the month of October:

1. Photography outing with Salad and ClementChen









2. Post-promos with the class girls in the Library









3. Cordelia's 17th









And much more in November and December
(:

Til then,
TTFN :D

Fill me again with the power of Your spirit.
Lord i’m crying out for,
More and more of You.

Hot chocolate with marshmallows are one of the best stuffs on earth.

I've got sunburn on my cheeks and they look like natural blusher,
tahah.

Anyways Salad claims my blog is odourless colourless and dull.
Darling, it's not my fault Paul Frank doesn't want to be our friend anymore.
Hahah.

And I can't get started on my Christmas cards because I lost my penknife!
Smacks face.

I'm going to Manda's church in a moment,
and I heard the speaker's really really good.
Let's hope the message speaks to me.

Full dress starts tml.

Blogger diminished my Paul Frank,
so he's no longer our friend.
):

None the less,
Glittergurl-.bs.com is still my Trusty blog.
And one day if all my posts gets deleted,
or if Blogger close down,
I think I'll be really sad.

Hahah even til today,
I still think that Glittergurl is such a cutesey name,
you don't wanna know the story behind it.
Hahahah.
Think 12 year old.

True happiness is found in the happinese in the ones you love.

I came up with that myself
(:
I guess it's cos it so aptly describes what I'm feeling now.

You see,
the family just got back from vacation.
And I finally got to show of the loot I bought for them.
Needless to say,
they're all happy,
really satisfied.
And that makes me really really happy
(:

With that said,
I just got back from small group retreat at YaanMeng's too.
Enough said about YaanMeng's "Palace",
I realised that I really really love this small group alot.

Thinking back,
God's People has come sucha long way.
Each of us being different and unique in our own ways making up the perfect small group.
And even though I haven't said this often,
they really really pay an integral part in my spiritual life
(:

And I foresee greater things that's gonna happen in this group in the coming year,
greater things that God has in store for us,
and most definitely myself.

I finally caught New Moon yesterday,
with Glenn, Sherlyn and friend.
And I can't help but say this,
Ahhh Jacooooob!!

Futile attempts at homework today.
Sometimes I wish that A's are over already and I don't have to get back to school next year.
Ahh okay snap out of it.

So I ended up YouTubing my time away at NgeeAnn.
I could spend the whole day just YouTubing,
really.

Up til today,
I've been really contented with my life
(:

Sometimes we don't have to know everything in life,
and sometimes knowing everything in life might not necessarily prove to be the best thing.

On the other hand,
the state of being enlightened often releases this sort of feeling within oneself,
very much like coming to the realisation of some things.

Something our innate nature pursues,
the knowledge of,
the knowing.

But many a times throughout the course of knowing,
it often goes contrary to our beliefs.
And so we battle within ourselves a different kind of emotion.

But at the end of the day we realise to ourselves,
does all these truths really matter?

And if they really do,
why do they matter?
and how much do they matter?
and why must they matter?

Soon enough we find ourselves in another vicious cycle of wanting to pursue the truth yet again.
Of which we can't even reason with ourselves why it matters.

But then again,
is denial always the best way out?

Once upon a time, you meet people who are wise.

Undeniably the old friends are always the best friends; they give you this warmth feeling in your heart the new friends can’t replace.
I guess that’s why they always say that only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.

I dugged up this story from one of my old post,
and it never fails to give me that warm fuzzy feeling inside.

Island of Feelings

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time".Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas.

Tahah I don't dare say that I'm starting on my christmas cards now,
lest I get people waiting another year.
Hahah.

Anyways I visited Amanda's church today,
(:
It was good time worshipping God once again,
and sometimes I really need and want that revival so badly.

Dinner and Bridged at ShawnPhua's void deck.

I just dugged up my Trusty Exilim Z750,
Ahhh those were the days of my compact 7.2MP Digital Camera.
But I'm loving my 450D.

I hate it when my sister steals my clothings!
Notice the word steal because she doesn't ask permission.
And once she steals them they never appear again because she always hide them so we won't notice they got stolen.
Idiotic ttm.

And lastly,
I'm so jealous I'm not going for church camp this year
): ): ):

I've always been amazed at how a plane can fly.

I'm back from Bangkok,
and it's like the bomb,
the real deal.

I literally shopped like there was no tomorrow.
Ahhh cheap cheap cheap.
And I bought almost 20kg worth of loot back.
I wanna go back there again!

Yesterday we had Picnic in the night at Marina Barrage.
Hahaha fun much,
with Salad, Sherlyn, ShawnPhua and Wenyao.

And I actually let those asses hang out at my place the whole afternoon.

There was umpiring test this morning,
I'm so gonna failzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Think sleeping at 5am and waking up at 7ish.
Nehnehs.
And so I just just napped from 12pm all the way to 5pm.

Anyways, I haven't caught New Moon!!
Bummers.

Where 69 meets 40,
there's a single stop light town.

I would absolutely love a foot massage now.

No doubt, sleep draining,
but Standard Chartered was very fun
(:

The company makes all the difference.
So here's to Amanda, BaoYue, Ernest, Jacqueline, JoelTan, Kelly, Salzi, ShawnPhua and Sherlyn,
loves you many many.

And ShawnPhua is my trusty drink station buddy,
together we break records :D
Heeheehee.

Of course, thank God for the awesome weather that it didn't rain.

Oh and I must mention this.
When I was reaching home just now, an old lady approach me to borrow my phone as hers was spoilt and she couldn't find her way to church.
You see her son had asked her to go to COOS, however this was her first time there so she was lost and disconnected.
And so I decided to walk her all the way to COOS, and somehow or another I felt so happy just doing that.
I think they call it the Joy of Helping others, it might be something small but still so inexplicable.

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
- Dr. Seuss

My week in short,
Stayover and Baking Appie Crumble at Jul's,
Umpiring course at Kallang,
Essential Brews with the Steamboat gang,
and Stand Chart volunteer later.
(:

My knees hurt because I fell over a little kid while umpiring today.

I'm sucha failure because 7 out of 8 T0-Dos in my phone still remain unchecked.

Truth be told, I've been a drifter for the past whole week,
ever since that Saturday night.

I think it's time for me to step back into reality.
Because I'm becoming a person I don't really know who I am or what I am now.

It's just that I've been thinking of much lately,
too much actually,
til a point that I don't even know what I'm thinking.

I need to find myself again,
and I need to do it fast.

I.need.to.get.my.hands.on.The.Lovely.Bones.and.Superfreakonomics.now.

My sister's friend just bought her an iPod Touch for her birthday,
envy.
BUT,
My friends got me a DSLR for my birthday.
Even Better
(:

Hahahah.

So it was a failure Me day yesterday because I met up with my dearest Natalie in the end.

And I've been really happy of late because I caught up with 4 of my dear friends in just 2 days,
Nicolette, Gina, Joy and Natalie.
And even though it wasn't very long for each session,
it was still very nice all the same
(:

Now I'm in boring school to supposedly do Shandong reflections.
And it's smack face much because I came all the way to school just to use the computer.

There's In the Mood and ballet later,
secretly looking forward to it
(:

Songs about Life.

It's been another crazy seven days in Shandong,
like another episode in a chapter of my life,
and yes I've grown once again.

And so here goes my 50 things in Shandong:
1. Had major sinus on the aeroplane and the first few days
2. Had a really smooth landing
3. Spilt a cup of water on myself cause I stupidly thought I could hold a cup of water while sleeping
4. Long bus rides which I secretly enjoyed
5. OMGOSH THE COLD WEATHER
6. My Favourite Warm Milk Tea
7. Reasonably good hotel rooms
8. New friends
9. Salad my Roommate
10. Bought close to about a 100 packets of my favourite Gummy home
11. Sat down in the middle of Taidong Street cause a certain friend made me
12. Bullied someone, rather someones
13. Got bullied back, all in the name of fun
14. PUT ON A HUNDRED KILOS
15. Became Heatpack dependent
16. Went to boring seminars because my Chinese sucks ttm
17. Still love China
18. Had the sudden urge to go London
19. Love the serenity
20. SPAM BRIDGE
21. And Spades
22. Secretly like the smell of Wine
23. Taken a tourist photo ;)
24. Thinks Mr Tan is really really.. Cool
25. Still do not care how others look at me
26. Enjoyed my solo night in the cold thinking about life
27. Wishes to go back to the small commodities market because they dirt cheap stuff inside, think wholesale
28. Cannot thank Sherlyn enough for her Winter Clothes which kept me all warm and snuggled up in the cold
29. Secretly walking down the chilly street with two of my best buddies in Shandong
30. Ignored someone, all in the name of fun too
31. Still believes there's more to life
32. Heart talks about Life with ShawnPhua on the plane ride back
33. Missed my friends back in Singapore
34. Got thinking about alot of things
35. Realised that alot of people in my life don't truely understand me and what I'm thinking
36. Still have a LoveHate relationship for myself
37. Major skin crack due to the cold cold weather
38. Spoilt my phone ):
39. Thought over alot of my issues in life sensibly
40. Ten course menu for almost every meal
41. Remembered once again that I've been blessed with so so so many good friends who are ALWAYS there for me
42. It didn't snow in the end ):
43. MacDonald's in China isn't VERY much cheaper than Singapore
44. Very Cheap French Manicure!
45. Been to a Wal Mart store for the first time
46. Figured that Sprite is called XueBi in Chinese
47. Bought Poker Cards for 1Yuan! if you do the Math, it's 20cents our money
48. Detest aeroplane food
49. Love life
50. Misses Shandong already
I'm sorry my thoughts aren't coherent,
but you get the drift.



Today shall be a time spent for me.

First stop shall be Wheelock to get my phone repaired.
Second stop shall be the Library to borrow
Third stop shall be the start of the production of my Christmas cards

Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

Hello back from Shandong
(:

Anyways I'm really happy now cos I just got off the phone with Gina and Nicolette,
and I realised how I haven't talked to them for 1937432960 years already,
and I really miss them alot alot alot.

Okay more details on Shandong the next post,
ttfn!

I'm leaving for Shandong in 5hours time.

And I'm still hoping it snows.

I absolutely suck at Word Challenge.
But it's still quite fun to play and I'm actually addicted to it.
Hahahah.

Night out with Miss Jess and my girls from 09s28.

It has actually been a relatively good last three days,
despite the rain.

I particularly enjoyed the overnight cycling during 4D chalet,
even though I only 47% wanted to go.
The most amazing thing is that this is the first time I'm not angsty after overnight cycling.
It must be the rain
(:

I realised I really really do love my secondary school friends,
alot alot alot alot alot.
And I really will never trade them for anything in the world.

Even though I might not mean as much to them as they do to me,
sometimes you realise it's easier to love than to be love.
That's why I always tell people,
I really really really don't care how people look at me and whether they like me anot.

Training was exceptionally fun today too,
we played Tchouk Ball.
Fun much,
Mr Sufian is so epic.

And lastly,
I'm most definitely looking forward to Shandong.
I hope it snows!

I kinda can't wait to go Shandong.

There's 4D chalet tml :D
I hope it's gonna be fun
(:

Yesterday I had KuiShin Bo for dinner,
ex ttm.
But v is nice and good stuff.
Much thanks to Salad.

And I like Island Creamery's Apple Pie IceCream the best.

Despite the (:,
today was not a very fantastic day.

Today I realised I have a Love-Hate relationship for myself,
it's like every night before I sleep I pray that I will do things that is pleasing in God's eyes.
But sometimes I battle within myself to control my evil thoughts,
and sometimes I find what I'm thinking to myself so downright despicable.

Sometimes I really don't like thinking so much about life,
and I envy people like Salad who can say "Huh, I never think so far leh".
But sometimes I don't think far,
but it just is like that.
Far enough.

Spamming HongKong Drama Serials.
I brought my DVD player out today,
my new favourite must have gadget.

Anyways I'm loving Carrie's New Album.

I actually caught Paranormal Activity today,
with Sherlyn, Salad, Glenn, NatYau, and ShawnPhua.
But it wasn't even half as good as My Sister's Keeper,
and it wasn't even scary.

But I had a very enjoyable day nonetheless.
(:

'Cause it's not who you knew,
and it's not what you did,
it's how you live.

Sometimes, I can be such an unfeeling creature, completely devoid of feelings and emotions.
It's scary.

Me Day.

Initially I thought Oral Presentation went fine,
but after hearing what Miss Jess say,
I honestly didn't know it was that bad.

Nonetheless,
I forgot when I started becoming indifferent to ProjectWork.

And also we got back our Year End report,
and only 2 people retain from my class.
I think we've got really really nice teachers,
that's all I can say.

And I got every grade possible ranging from A to U,
except S.
Guess what I got U for?
(:

Anyways I'm organising a 4D chalet next week from Wednesday to Thursday,
so come if you're from 4D and can make it.

Oh I just realised it's Friday the 13th,
no wonder for the no so fantastic day.

My Sister's Keeper.

Omgosh, it's the second show after A Walk To Remember to make me cry.
Actually A Walk To Remember only made me tear,
this one made me cry uncontrollably.

Whatever the case,
I loved it
(:

Anyways Carrie Underwood's new album Play On is out,
I really hope it's nice.

To Sherlyn:
Hahahah you know what to do :D

And I'm at Sherlyn's house now,
heeeheeheee and I played with my favourite Devan.
Ahhh he's really supa cute.

His eyes are supa mesmerising,
and I secretly got his handphone number
:D
Sherlyn's gonna kill me.

Time to I&R my life away now so I can go out with Sherlyn tomorrow.

Intelligence Pills.

Hahah from the same family as my Happy Pills.
except that these are for my friends taking A's now(:

And we've learned finish the whole dance for In The Mood already,
it's really quite fun.

I'm watching My Sister's Keeper tomorrow
(:

And also I'm gonna borrow Winter Clothings from Sherlyn,
at the same time,
I can see my favourite Devan!
Waaaaaaaaheeeheeee :D

Oral Presentation's on Friday,
so I&R can wait.

Lunch with God's People after a very long time to celebrate TaoHan's and Caleb's birthday.
Oh and Grace baked Tiramisu!!
V is nice.

And it's nice catching up with the girls from GP after a very long time,
we should have a retreat some time soon (:

Afterwards I met Justine to shop,
omgosh there are so so so many things that I wanna buy!
No money ):

And I'm going China and Bangkok.
I'm going be a poor kid.

Continued shopping with Salad after that,
and it only made me want to buy MORE things.
Nehneh,
I think I need to work.

And I feel so helpless without my card!
I did something so smack face a few days back.
You see I thought I lost my ATM card so I cancelled it,
and two hours later I found it in my wallet.

Smack face,
that cost me 5$ ):

I was taking to NatYau today,
and we were saying how the days in Fairfield were like really The Best Ever.
And it's really true.

It's like we can go back to the same topic forever,
but we'll never get sick of it.

Anyways O'Levels are ending next week and A's are starting next week.
Somehow or another I'm feel scared.
Cos once they're over it's my turn,
and I totally do not want to take A's yet.

Which brings me back to what I was taking to NatYau today.
Studies.

It's the compelling unspeakable power those As have over us.
It's tormenting.

Anyhows I guess at the end of the day,
God already knows what will become of us.
So sometimes as humans we worry to much,
to much for our own good actually.

Well enough said,
time to Viwawa.

Car rides.

Yesterday was a very weird good day.
Started off lousy with Salad and I going on The Pursuit of our Crystal Jade Fruit Cake.
It was an expectedly fun journey,
Enough said.

After that we had our very very tough training,
hahaha I almost died.
I guess that's the flipside of having both Miss Choo and Yeeleen present.

Then we surprised Miss Choo with our very difficult to come by cake.

Headed down to Anchorpoint for lunch,
and Bridged.Spaded. with NatYau, Salad and ShawnPhua.

Fun much,
I won both my Spades game :D

Salad came to my house later,
yes I actually let her stay in her for more than 2hours!

Wenyao came by around Seven-ish,
and then we picked NatYau up before going on our Food Hunt cum Bridge and Car Ride adventure.

First stop was ChompChomp,
I secretly like the Mango milkcurd alot.
:P

We ordered Stingray, Crayfish and Hokkien Mee.
Oh and I forgot to mention,
Wenyao treat :D

Then we headed down to Lower Pierce Reservoir,
to supposedly play cards,
in the car.
And I won all my games.

Finally we suppered at Roti Prata House.
I likeeee.

End of night.

Anyways I just finished watching D.I.E 2,
supa nice!!

Spam HongKong drama. Spam HongKong drama.
(:

I just realised I haven't started on I&R.
:/

I'm dreaming of a White Christmas!

So afterall,
I'm going to Shandong.

might just end up not going anywhere during the holidays,
):

At the v least,
I still got Bangkok.

Boring school days.

I think I sprained my right foot,
the top part.

Anyways Chinese A's are overrrrr,
it's like it never came and never left.

And I caught Michael Jackson with Salad, NatYau, and Alastair yesterday.

Ballet-ed my afternoon away today.

I'm so not going for useless school tml,
just for training
(:

What happens when you don't know what to post?
You talk rubbish.

How do you fall down on the first floor but end up on the second floor?
(Refer to answer at the end of the post)

I totally did not study Chinese today,
dead dead died.

I went for YM today,
omgosh and the topic was on Making Choices.
Like I wasn't feeling guilty enough for not going to church camp
):

Chilled out and became spastic with Salad and ShawnPhua at Fusionopolis,
on the pretext of studying.
Failure ttm.
Wenyao joined us later to Bridge with his R8 book,
hahaha neh help me take extra.

okay honestly,
Time to do chinese.
ttfn (:

You fall down on an escalator going up
(:
Hahhahahaha spastic,
Salad and my random inside joke ;)

It's currently 5.16am and I'm at Terminal 3's Macdonald's studying Chinese,
I feel so so so so proud of myself.
Heeheehee.

Yesterday was a very random-let's-just-do-whatever-comes-to-our-mind day.

So we decided to go Sentosa to study for Chinese A's and bridge,
and we did just that.
Spastic much cos it rained in the beginning.

But somehow or another it was fun.
And we managed to get Glenn to pon school to be retarded with us.
Still fun much
(:

And evidently we did not study for Chinese.

So later we rushed down for Aston's,
and smart me decided to beat the queue by taking away
(:

You see, Salad ShawnPhua and I were suppose to catch Laura's concert at Esplanade.
And evidently we were late.

Neverminds that,
it was surprising that Salad actually understood the concert.
HAHAH,
she's gonna kill me now.

Later we had sudden impulse to study at Changi Airport,
so here we are at Terminal 3 at 5.16am in the morning studying Chinese and of course,
crashing Mac's free internet services.
(:

Alrights that's my very random-retarded-rubbish-but-still-very-fun day for you.
TTFN (:

Last official day of lessons.

I guess this is it, the almost end of my J1 life.
Looking back, it's been one wild year.

Possibly one of the best years of my life.
From Orientation to A Div to Sports Meet, to meeting new people in my life, to the birth of my N Project, to Macau,
to the Yacht!, to bridging 24/7, to studying at Soup Spoon, to finding the Jap food at NgeeAnn, to Promos,
to name a few.

And I'm going to China, Bangkok and Australia this holidays,
I'm gonna go broke.
Tahah.

I realised, I really really don't just wanna go to Disneyland,
I wanna live there.

I'm going Sentosa tml,
there's no schooooool :D

I STILL haven't started studying for Chinese A's.

Today we celebrated Lynnette's and Kelly's birthday,
but I had to live early because of Rehearsal.
Nonetheless it was pretty nice seeing my friends whom I haven't seen for sucha long time
(:

I'm gonna play like there's no tml during this holidays.
Chalets and plane rides here I come!
(:

4 hours of Dance class.

My muscles are like totally worn out,
thank God for excursion to Peranakan Museum tomorrow,
it means no training.
(:

Anyways I'm doing In the Mood (Lindy hop) and Polonaise (Character) for the concert.

And omgosh, travelling from Jurong to Thomson Plaza is like insane.
To Nat, this is why you can never go JJ,
The journey to and fro will KILL you before A's does.

Another mundane day in school,
Just 6 more days of my J1 life,
Waaaaah so freaking fassssssst!

PS. If the school gives me 100% subsidy, I'm gonna to australia (:

PPS. Tan wanting I know you read this so stop using the net and Facebook and start studying!

So much for a high threshold of pain,
I'm still at the mercy of Panadol Active Relief.

I'm absolutely do not want to go school tml
):
Headacheheadacheheadache.

I haven't finish Hydroxy Compound and Maclaurin's tutorial.

I wanna get my hands on Carrie Underwood's latest album,
I hope it's nice :D

I'm burnt because of Interhouse Games.

Today I was really really angsty/irritated/frustrated/devasted the whole day.
Then I remembered this verse,
Psalm 118:24
This is the day which the LORD has made; Let us rejoice and be glad in it.

And I felt so much better.
But thanks for letting me strangle you still Salad (:

And I put on 10kg eating Sakae Sushi buffet today.
Wenyao kindly gave Salad and me a lift home,
Thank God for friends like him who are like totally lifesavers.

And I'm trying to be independent and not stay over at Salad's so often,
although I should just spite those people who are jealous of me staying over her place.
Kidding, Route to Recovery (Kelly taught me this phrase, HAHAH), diminish evil thoughts.

My E71 is like spoilt again,
lousy phone.
Detest it too.

Cut the mustard appeared twice to me today.

And so I decided to Dictionary.com it up.
So here goes.

Where does the phrase cut the mustard come from?
As with many slang and idiomatic phrases, the origin can be a bit unclear. The first recorded use of the phrase cut the mustard was by O. Henry in 1907, in a story called The Heart of the West: "I looked around and found a proposition that exactly cut the mustard". The modern sense of the idiom is 'to succeed; to have the ability to do something; to come up to expectations', but the phrase is most often used in the negative form, as "can't cut the mustard," meaning 'not able to handle the job'. The cut probably refers to harvesting the plant, so if one cannot cut the mustard, one cannot supply what is best. A phrase preceding cut the mustard is to be the mustard (c. 1903) meaning 'to be special' or 'to be exactly what is needed' with mustard being a slang term for importance. There is also another phrase keen as mustard meaning 'very enthusiastic'.

Another boring quiet Sunday afternoon.
I had intended to do much,
to no avail.

Currently I'm watching SYTYCD III on Channel 5.

What did I accomplish today?
(Hahah I got this from 500 Days of Summer)
Expectations
1. Go to church
2. Sign up for CAMP.
3. Study for Chinese A's
4. Finish up Hydroxy Compound Tutorial
5. Finish up Maclaurin's Tutorial
6. Finish up Biology essay
7. Do up Oral Presentation slides

Reality
1. I went to church and did not sign up for camp in the end. ):
2. I did up the CIP hours.
3. Uploaded a little pictures on Facebook.
4. Watch Moonlight Resonance for the countless time.

It bites when reality falls short of expectation,
but isn't that the case most of the time...?

A very troubled me.

I've been rather vexed of late deciding between church camp or concert.
Like I know the right choice been church camp,
but yet I think I might just be going for concert in the end.

Although I haven't exactly decided.
I hate making choices like that ):
because I really really don't know how to decide.
Yet deep down inside I know God already knows what choice I'm gonna make.

Enough of that.
Chinese A's is in a week's time.
And I can't stand how I can still be so nonchalant about it.

It's like despite how much I detested ZhangLaoShi and her classes last year,
I never really fell asleep in any of her classes and had that bit of interest in Chinese.

But now I don't even go for YeeWaiSeng's classes,
much less sleep in them.

Chinese is taking a toll on my mental health
):

oh yes Project Work too,
although Oral Presentation has never been an issue to me,
it's ProjectWork all the same and thus is tormenting once again.

On a lighter note,
there's Interhouse Netball next Monday,
and Friday's a holiday because it's staff retreat
(:

And I'm staying over at Jul's tml.

And lastly, I know I'm still very very blessed (:

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call

I hate that I fall sick so easily these days,
):

Lazy afternoon at Kelly's.



Of late I've been feeling really tired and lethargic.
With Promotionals over and all,
I'm just dreading each day that draw closer to OP and Chinese A's.

Detest Chinese very much.

I even lost to Alastair,
nehneh he got 59% while I got 33%.


But detest PW even more.


Anyways my long weekend was spent in KL.
Random much.

I finish watching Moonlight Resonance already,
veh niceeee.

Whabbers, I missed Carrie Underwood in Singapore
):
Sad ttm.

And I realised that I've grown tired of celebrating/planning for birthdays.

I've got this compelling NEED to go for Churchcamp this December,
ahhh.

I know my thoughts aren't coherent but I'm just whacking whatever that comes to mind.

Yesterday was spent with my 4D girls whom I haven't met up for a whabber dubber long time,
oh yes and free lunch treat from Salad's favourite teacher Winnie Law.

And I wasted 5.40$ on taxi fare too,
hahah stares at Amanda See.
I wonder why.

I think I'm falling sick.

And lastly I've got Krispy Kremes!
Buzz me if you want some.

I've not been feeling at ease the entire day,
it's as though something bad is going to happen.

Even winning my Bridge games do not change that one bit.

I hope I'm wrong this time.

Salad Chua, This is for you!!
Now, listen up.

They liked our Fruity Pebbles Peach Shortcake!
I don't care I'm gonna set up our Martha Steward wannabe bakery.

Heehee I see my future being a baker!
Thinks white hat, white apron and a face full of flour.

You're hired as my accounting director,
Let's go!

It's 11pm and I'm discreetly using my Wifi under the covers and listening to my iPod while Salad's sleeping already.

She's like one of my bestest buddies ever,
we do the darndiest things together.
:D

School was boring once again,
but I've formed my mini bridge kaki so life goes on a wee bit faster.

It was Cordelia's seventeenth today,
so happy birthday love <3

I'm going to Bangkok, China and possibly Australia this holidays,
I'm gonna go mega broke,
But who cares
(:

goodness I'm playing as though A's are over already when it's just promos!
Someone just smack me awake.

Chinese A's are about three weeks away and I can't stand the fact that I'm not even a tiny wee bit afraid,
Slap me once again.

I guess it's really time to sleep,
Night world (:

By God's Grace.

Promotionals results are all almost out,
and it's really been by God's grace alone that I got what I've got.

The year is coming to an end,
again.

I hate this feeling once again.

500 days of Summer.

I'm sorry ShawnPhua but I didn't find it that fantastic.

Caught 500 days of Summer with Salad, ShawnPhua and Glenn,
and I love 5$ movie deals on Sundays,
it's da boomz.

And we Bridged many many.

And I went to YM today :D

Had dinner at Manhattans's,
Salad and her flaming prawns.

Anyways people keep saying I'm living off Salad but I don't really care already,
heh heh heh,
so to all those out there who are jealous,
too bad.
(:
Enough said.

okay time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
TTFN.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Naninanipoopoo, today was a don't know how to express day.
Awesome luck at Bridge,
not so good at other things.

Well we got back our results for Chemistry and General Paper,
I didn't do up to my expectations or superceedingly well,
but I'm contented.
It could have been worst.

And I think my school's really nutsy for not having Marking days.

Hearttalks with my class girls in the library corner,
it's scary realising I just might not be same class as some of them next year.
):

Met up with Zijie, Caleb, Natyau, Lynnette, Sherlyn and friends
Weird combination I know,
but it wasn't planned.

Suddenly, I'm missing the times spent in OBS.

And omgosh Asher Book's voice is like heartmelting.

Post Promotionals.

It's funny how I could blog almost everyday during the Promotionals but not when it's over,
Silly me.

It's been a span of about of Four days since freedom,
but somehow or another it's still seems to be lacking something.

Post Promotionals Activity 1
Anyways Tuesday I went Phototaking with my DSLR,
Salad and Clement.
Now I'm not so bad afterall
(:

And we took prettaye good shots too.
:D :D
Omgosh but we were like dead tired.
We prolly combed the whole Bugis, Collyer Quay, the Esplanade and all that's around it.

But tahah, it was fun altogether.

Post Promotionals Activity 2
Baking!
Tahah I'm inspired to be the next Martha Steward,
not.

I'm like far from that,
but Salad and I whipped cream :D
We made Fruity Pebbles Peach ShortCake.

it really doesn't look half that bad.

Post Promotionals Activity 3
S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!
with an empty pocket
):

None the less Salad and I scrambled through town and we no longer live in caves!
:D
And ohoh Laura bought me Pointe Shoes!!!

Sometimes she can be so nice,
notice the sometimes.

Post Promotionals Activity 4
My All Time Favourite.
Guess!

BRIDGE.

Nothing else beats bridge,
nothing.

Post Promotionals Activity 5
Oh yes I forgot the outing with my favourite girls from S28.

We went out together for the first time together,
through it all,
I do love them and class would be nehnehpok without them.

So we caught Fame,
that's because they weren't showing my 500 days of Summer!

Post Promotionals Activity 6
Chopping hair with Salad.

Friend you look absolutely fine so don't care what others say
(:

Post Promotionals Activity 7
Teaching my friends who haven't finish Promotionals,
compare to waiting for them to finish their Promotionals,
it's really quite fun teaching.

But I'm a really fierce teacher with no patience :D

Someday I'll put up my To-Do list by the end of this year.
That's all
(:

And I really dread school.
TGIFTGIFTGIF.

I am currently craving for good Italian food,
not the normal pizzas and pastas you have at food courts.

and I just realised in order to make really good macaroons you've gotta prepare five days in advance,
bummers I think I'm never gonna achieve that.

And I came home to a house with a new oven!
Tahah which means more baking in the new future
:D

Let's try baking at 4am in the morning.

Omgosh it's like promotionals are over already,
Salad and I should have just stayed over at Changi Airport.

Stupid me.

Tahah I'm left with Chemistry Promotionals,
whoohooo
:D

I haven't felt so relieve for sucha long time.

All the papers I've taken so far do not look one bit promising.

Just Economics and Chemistry to go,
Ahhh.

I so do not want to take the economics paper,
Just say the word,
And I'll stop studying now (:

I just dug up all my old videos,
priceless stuffs.

One day I'm gonna blackmail someone with them.
Hohoho.

General Paper went relatively fine today,
although I know I'm totally not gonna score.

Detest Promotionals.

Right now I'm discreetly using the computer while Salad's sleeping like A log beside me,
heeeheeeheee.

And to all those out that who got school tml,
I DON'T :D

Promotionals.

Ahhh...

Happy birthday Glenn (:

I couldn't stand looking at the books for another second,
so I decided to take the night off.

A Walk To Remember.

Ahhhh it's still my favourite novel.

And I stupidly came for school today,
waste my stupid time.

And as NatYau would put it,
I was WRING my life away last night.

Today for the very first time, in a very long time, I genuinely laughed like I really meant it.

Five loaves and two fishes.

I think I've lost the life I once had in school,
because everyday seems like a chore.
I think I'm not happy happy going to school even though I am happy going to school.
How do I put this.

The promos are taking a toll on my emotions,
I think when A's come next year I'll prolly be the most distraught kid on the face of this earth.

Anyways through it all,
I thank God for Salad,
like really.

Just two more weeks,
I wanna go on a holiday really really badly,
anywhere but Singapore.

And currently,
I have a Love-Hate relationship for Bridge.

And the word of the day is:
Lucubration (noun)
The act of studying by candlelight; nocturnal study; meditation.

Human Nature.

What's my nature?

She thanks her Jesus for the daisies and the roses.

Today is a good day.
Sometimes little gestures of kindness can make one's day.

So Day 004 of Study Camp continues,
and the man working at Soup Spoon was like super nice.
He treated Salad, Kelly, Sherlyn and I to drinks.

And later Salad and I bought the super cheap pizza,
rather WenYao paid for it.
And the man in charge of the deli was super nice cos he gave us free ham as toppings.

Oh yes and lastly Salad's very kind to me cos she let me stay over her house for the past 5 days.
And now she's forcing me to sleeep so,
good night :D

One day I'm gonna drown in all my books.

Ahhh I'm so highly irritated,
I officially hate my phone.

Everything like suddenly deleted lah!!
My songs and messages.
Sucks sucks sucks.

Ahhhhhh I'm so irritated!!
Stupid Phone I hate it,
Ugh.

I like Sundays.

Let's see.
I had Lunch at Swissotel Merchant Court to celebrate Mama's birthday,
good food good food.

I went for YM today,
it's nice seeing God's People (:

I studied with Salad and Sherlyn at Heritage View.
Salad, Sherlyn, supposedly Natyau and I are embarking on this massive studying plan.

I can't wait for December to come,
AHHH holidays holidays,
I-CAN'T-WAIT.

I'm gonna see Julia on Thursday
(:

I think that's all for now.

I really envy all those who are eligible for Full Exemption Scheme,
I also want!

Anyways today marks the start of my supposedly holidays.

I met up with my favourite class once again to play my favourite bridge and favourite captains' ball.

And my favourite car rides with wenyao and salad.
Glenn joined us today!
We went to Lim Chu Kang cemetery to play bridge!
Hahahah spastic to the max.

I'm so freaking tired,
i've got severe lack of sleeep.
Ahh totally do not want to go for extra lessons tml.

Good night world.

I've got a huge pile of work and test to study for.
But I've been bummering around for the past five hours,
and I've got a huge contemplation to skip school tml.

Ahhh see how I've got the need to stay over Salad's house,
otherwise SD level drop to the negative.
Bleahsss.

It's been a long time since I last posted,
and yes many things has had happened that I couldn't find the time to blog.

To put it simply,
it was Teachers' Day and studying at NgeeAnn followed by our car rides to Changi Airport on Monday.
Studying at NgeeAnn on Tuesday again.
(Salad is good influence though I have an utter detest for studying)

And today was Joel Tan's birthday,
so happy birthday Skinny.
I hope you enjoyed dinner at that God-forsaken place.

And today was an extremely good day because I bridged TWICE and I play my long awaiting Mahjong.
OOOH I like Shenn's Palace :D

I've been staying over at Salad's for the last 5 daysssss,
I've got a PR here.

I'm trying to desperately think what I did last Friday,
oh yes.

Salad and I went to Shawn Phua's new Jurong Point apartment,
and later we had Sakae buffet at Frontier,
before we met Natyau and Sherlyn and Alastair for Bridgey Bridge Bridge at Fusionopolis.

Recalling Thursday,
Salad skipped tuition so we had KFC for dinner.
heeheehee ShawnPhua's treat :D
I feel so cheapskate_gal@hotmail.com.

I could almost recall til the last time I posted but nah that would be far too boring.

So to put it simply:
I've been Eating Salad, Sleeping Salad, Breathing Salad, Studying Salad, and the long long list goes and you get the drift.
(:

Good night World.

2am and the rain is falling,
Except that it's really falling heavily.

I like rainy days at night,
Gives me that fuzzy feeling to sleep.

from my time of being bedridden,
I've caught singapore idol, some seen before hong kong drama, the animal, corey in th house, leroy and stitch, and two more hong kong dramas.

Ahhh that's why I said I can do without the computer but I can never do without my teevee :D

I've been bedridden sick for the past three days and I still haven't got any better.
):
Ugh I hate being ill!

The worst thing's that I don't even know how I fell sick.
):

it sucks to be ill,
):
I had a whooping high temperature of 39.4 degrees the whole morning.

On a lighter note,
I got six more days of mc.
Hahah.

Oh yeah and I forgot to mention I found my miss card from my Disney princess deck.
(:

Still Love The Game.

We finally had real Netball training after 9034893740914 years.
It's was exceptionally good because it was in Fairfield,
(:

I just finished packing my whole stack of notes, worksheets, books, etc and I feel so organised :D

It's only half way to A's and I've got a whole stack of books taller than me!
When A's actually do come,
I'll literally drown in my books.

Anyways I feel really happy because it's less than three weeks til september hols,
Even though it means that promos are drawing nearer,
But it also means that these three weeks are super slack :P

There's training tomorrow at Fairfield,
Ahhh home (:

Salad and I were Swensens today and we had so much aspiration for our Captains' Ball Club
:D

And I think it's really cool to be a lawyer!

UP is sucha cute movie,
The better of the cartoons I've caught.

Ahhh I'm so so sad because I lost one of my cards from my favourite disney princess stack.
):

And I'm still studying at starbucks at the cathay now,
I feel like sucha good kid.
:D

Anybody up for UP later?

Thank God It's Friday.
really.

Today was such an adventurous and fulfilling day.
To begin with, I feel completely free from tests, assignments.
For now at least.

And what's better,
I finally ate my long awaited craving,
Passionfruit.
Ahhh totally and completely one hundred percent,
love it!

So after school Salad, ShawnPhua and I headed down to Ikea for lunch,
and he very reluctantly (somewhat) yet kindly treated us to Chicken wings and Cheesecake.
:D
It was good catching up there,
and discovering his rubber plantation.
Heeheehee, inside joke.

Later Salad and I went down to FusionPolis for a supposedly studying session with Natyau, IanChong, Lynnette and Jacqueline.
And apparently, little or almost no work was done.
I felt so so bad for kinda disrupting them.
But we all had fun, didn't we?
:D

And to end it off, Salad and I went for a spin around Singapore in WenYao's car.
(:
So we went all the way to Changi Airport,
Pasir Ris, Loyang,
and finally Marina Barrage and back home.

But it was great chilling out at Marina Barrage,
and actually endangering out lives at points of time in his car.
Thanks Wenyao
(:

My stupid sister wore my clothes without my permission again,
ugh irritated.

Time to upload pictures on Facebook,
ttfn.

My mom's the champion.
We had Swensens' for lunch today,
and let's just say we weren't the best of customers.

Firstly they served me the wrong burger and so they had it changed,
but the man was really sweet cos we only return half a burger without the fries and coleslaw for a whole new set.

Afterwards my mom complained that the Pizza was slightly burnt,
(Although it was looking pretty alright to me)
so they had it changed for a new one.
And when the new one came,
she said it was undercooked,
so they changed it once again.

And later when her Ice Cream float came,
she said that the Ice Cream looked smaller than usual.
So they gave us a free scoop of IceCream :D

So to all you people out there who think I'm bad,
my Mom's worst.
Heeheeehee, but then again it's a virtue
;)

Omgosh the week's coming to an end,
wheee :D

I totally screwed up Biology test today,
but who cares?
(:

Poker face;

Today was a super good and eventful day,
(:

Church in the morning,
And I met Gina in the afternoon and we went our super worth it shopping spree
:D

I spent a total of 120$ on havaianas today,
:P

So anws NUM, was having a 50% storewide sale,
And so so many shops were having crazy sales.

Gina and I managed to hop on the Magnum bus and got free Magnum,
And we got free Starbucks samples too.

After that I met sherlyn for dinner at Outback's,
Totally love their soup and steaks.
To die for.

Anyways it was my favourite little boy Devan's birthday
(:
Omgosh he sucha sweet thing.
Certified heart-breaker
<3

And finally I went to Ritz Carlton to celebrate Bao's birthday!
Super cool stuff.
Think bird's eye view of NDP.
And awesome company with great people.

And that marked the end of my very exciting and meaningful day.
(:

Omgosh reality check,
I haven't been studying,
Die die die.

There's like three tests this week?
Someone just shoot me before the exams kill me
(:

Meet my KI friends,





Smart, Spastic but oh so lovable.

Study day out with my very knowledgeable friends.
Managed to get some work done,
and it was "productive and constructive discussion" session in the evening
(:

I had C-R-A-B for supper,
totally love it.
Black Pepper Crab and XO Beehoon Soup Crab.

Ahhh it's Devan's birthday today!
He's my love <3
And Happy birthday Baoyuee (:

Happy birthday Julia Tong JinShi! I love you more than I love myself <3
and Happy birthday Kimberley too (:

Today was such a Superb Fantabulous Perfect Friday with my Favourite class ever,
4D.

And I missed school today ):
I felt so so guilty.
But ahh whatever,
anything for the love of 4D.

We had formal phototaking today :D
All you 4D celebrities who did not come cos you were oh-so-busy can start regretting now.

So we had three sessions of Captains' Ball,
Street Netball,
followed by 1-for-1 Swensen's Lunch,
and Town to chill out
(:
Ohoh and how can I ever forgot my all time favourite,
Bridge
:D

I told my girls,
and guys and gays about my Bridge philosophy and they simply laughed.
Especially Salad.
So mean.
Natyau was worse,
He called me F-A-T.
(In bolds, cos I'm so disappointed with him)

Hello Baoyue, Chermaine, Kelly, Salad, Alastair, Caleb, Kenneth, Shuan, Ernest, Glenn, JoelLai, JoelTan, oh yes and I forgot Nathanael, I love you you you you and you Alot.
And to all you other cool 4D people,
(I know Amanda wants her name here :D)
PS. We wish you were here.

PPS. Sorry Juls, I couldn't spend your birthday with you
):
But I felt really really guilty!

Bummers, I feel so so tired from all that school work,
is this what happens when you completely don't do any work for five days?
You get a Mount Everest load of work to do.

And I'm so so jealous cos Salad cos she has like one week of holiday,
I actually dread school now
):
It's so tedious.

On a lighter note,
there's supposedly a really long weekend ahead,
tell me about it.

Lemonade, lemonade, lemonade.

Start again;

Can I ever speak enough of how I adore 4D and the times we had in Fairfield?
You know what sets us apart?
It suddenly dawned upon me that it's not all the friendships, the bonds, the talents, the personalities, not even the love we've got for one another.
But,
We're God-centred
(:
And that's what gonna hold us through til His time.

And during service today,
I suddenly remembered the times I had in Primary One,
I can still vividly remember my first day (rather second day) of school in my life of Fairfield.
Omgosh I was actually quite a frightened kid, I didn't even dare pay my own recess the whole first week.
And my buddy very kindly treated me to HorFun the whole week.
Those were the days,
possibly the best days of my life (:

PS. I've got this super huge ulcer in my mouth which is super duper pain,
but I just keep using my tougue to numb the pain.
):

I dread Term 3.

Wow I haven't posted in a week,
shows how hectic my week's been actually.

Well my long awaited Friday Thanksgiving Captains' Ball is here,
I'm quite glad actually.
And once again we meet up with the 4D people
:D

I fell sick in the course of the week,
and hence I missed my Economics Test :/
Blabbers.

And did I mentioned we had unending tests this week from Biology, to GP, Chemistry and Chinese (which obviously I did not go for)
I'm thinking if I really do atrociously for Chinese later this year,
I absolutely deserve it.

Alrighteys,
I hope my battery can charge in a jiffy,
and I can use my precious DSLR later.
Wheee,
TaTa For Now
:D

I failed Chemistry,
Hahah.

I hate this compelling need to study,
it's so... draining.

There's Hillsongs with one of my favourite peoples tomorrow,
Thank God for that.

Study Biology, Study Economics, Study Biology, Study Economics.
Yes, just keep chanting that.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle;

I had Chinese Listening this afternoon,
The only good thing about it was that all my answers were same as Salad's
:D

I met Myra on the bus today,
and she reminded me of how i so should have went to poly.
):
Nehminds.

I feel as though I've beeen paralysed waist down from all that running,
it's crazy.

For every day that passes is one more day til A's,
I know I'm only J1 but I'm just so so worried already,
not good.

Oh I stayed over Jul's last night,
Prom Queen arh Juliaaaaaa
:P

Today was a brilliant day;
I ran 15 rounds on the track and I felt so good
(:

And after that I had Black Pepper Seafood Pasta, Fried Mushrooms, Calamari rings and Esprit for lunch at Swensen's and I feel so wasted but satisfied.

I think everyone should go for the Swensen's Lunch Treat which ends on the 31st,
Very cheap, I likeee (:

And I suddenly had this urge to study during class today!

And currently,
I have this urge to bake Macaroons too.

Half Blood Prince with Glenn today.
It was good cos I caught it for 5$ only
:D
I love being an M1 customer.

Anyways it was LiangFu'S birthday BBQ yesterday and I was the main chef,
:D
But the ironic thing is that I suffered the worst stomachache.

And I've got crazily smart church friends,
think all As in Raffles,
you get the drift (:

I'm so irritated because all my messages got deleted when I sent my phone for servicing.
And I officially detest doing jigsaw puzzles,
Picasso ones in particular.

And I forgot to bring my wallet today,
and I was late for school.

On a lighter note,
Salad bought me Macadamia dark chocolate from Chocolate Factory.

Oral yesterday was so spastic,
I couldn't read like 40% of the words found in the passage.
Then again,
nothing could beat last year.
I spoke 5 words :D

And I got Ungraded for Chinese,

And for two consecutive nights I have been catching the last buses home which was supposedly past the last bus time,
lucky me (:

And I'm gonna catch Half Blood Prince this weekend,

This week was such a long draggy boring week,
Blabbers.
Only Bridge can make me smile.

And I suck terribly at Ultimate Frisbee.
Done, I've literally said everything that could have possibly come to my very distraught mind.
Good Night Friend.

There isn't much happenings in the happenings that has been happening the past few days.
School life is extremely mundane,
it's all about the books.

The weekends are finally here
(:
All those much dreaded tests are finally, over :D

Today Salad and I went to Ikea for lunch and to study,
and then we started talking about O'Levels.
It's really scary how we're actually studying harder than O's these days.

Sherlyn was quite funny too,
because there was couple who used Tissue Packets to choppe the table,
so she left them a note saying "This is not a hawker centre, please do not embarrass yourself", or something like that.
And then she ran away.

Hahah and I was telling Aubrey how the holidays made me 3F,
Fairer, Fatter and Flabbier.
HAHAHAH and I know I've said this before but still,
omgosh I so so need training to start soon.

and birthday wishes.
050709 Happy Birthday dearest Natalie
060709 Happy Birthday you scrumptious Salad Salzi, I love you like the bacon bits on salad
070709 Happy Birthday Timothy
080709 Happy Birthday Shaun Elijah Tan Yuet Tat
090709 Happy Birthday Marcus Lim

Chemistry paper was insanely difficult,
the Chemistry teachers are all out to get us.

I skipped school again today,
this is so so bad,
it's becoming a habit.

What the shit,
Facebook just spammed my Hotmail with a thousand messages,
blabbers.

Anyways, we celebrated Salad's birthday over the weekend,
it was a supposedly suppose to be a beach party,
however the rain just spoilt everything.

Nonetheless it was cosy enough having about 20 people squeezing into a tiny hut smaller than the size of Julia's room.
Hahah.

Okay time to study for Chemistry MidYears tml,
I'm so so unprepared!

Maths paper done,
Chemistry and Economics to go
(:

Timothy just got a new laptop,
unfair.
Now I'm the only one at home who do not have a computer to my name!

First week of school is boring to the max,
and I think I'm suffering from Macau withdrawal syndrome.

I so so need to start training soon!

I'll just tell them I'm loving my King

I had a sudden urge to write this.

Many a times in life we think and question more than we should,
And so we are often left confused and questions unanswered.
We're never fully enlightened or satisfied.

Which is totally alright,
They call it human nature.

Ironically, it is in the pursuit of such answers that we actually miss out the answer that was there to begin with.
We end living for the future and forgetting the present,
which ironically, if you think about it was the future you were looking forward to in the past.

I know, the folly of mankind.

Today,
just today,
We should give today what it fully deserves and not think about tomorrow.

And maybe just play the role of a child and not the master and enjoy, not take, things for what they are.

I can't believe I'm missing school for the first time today,
What's more it's the first day of school!
):

Anyways, I'm finally back from Macau,
And not sinking into the reality that terms are actually here.

Like omgosh I haven't even started studying!
Someone save me,
I wish I had th brains of all my smart friends
):
Bleahssss.

Shopping at ZhuHai was awesome.
it's like the real deal,
I bought like 134832754091784 things.

And this is the first time I'm spending finish all my money on an overseas trip.
I'm coming back tomorrow
:D

And we won't be sitting for the terms same time as the rest,
three cheers to that.

I think I weigh 31287321094kg now,
the meals were most definitely the best part of the trip.

I am definitely enjoying my time spent in Macau,
ahh I'm going home soon
):

I had a $70 buffet today,
I ate a giant,
now I'm as fat as a balloon and how Alastair always portrays me.

Omgosh I am soooo not looking forward to terms.
Bleahhssss ):

Aileen is proud to say she went to TWO casinos today!
Heeheehee,
and one of them is the Venetian Casino which is the largest in the world.
Whoohooo :D

Historic day in the life of me,
Sherlyn darling are you glad to share your birthday with my historic day?
Happy birthday dearest!
(:

Day Three at Macau and I'm still enjoying myself.
(:

Everyday gets funner but lessons are still sucha Bore,
think three hours of lessons.
I can't even take our hourly lectures in school!

The people here are actually quite nice,
but Salad I still remember you totally ditched me
):
Blabbers.

Greetings from Macau (:

Everything's goood so far,
except for the really horrible meal we had on the plane.

Hahah no doubt it's not the same without my Fairfield people,
but nehminds it's a whole new experience.

I missed Nepal when I reached here lah!
Actually I miss everything about 4D,
the Block Party at Dover was prettaye fun :D
like a mini 4D reunion planning thing once again!

Okay when I come back I'm gonna be a Gambling Queen.
Tata!

Hello Macau, here I come
(:

I guess you won't be hearing from much of me for the next 8 days.

And I so totally regret not bringing my camera or I would have snapped a thousand shots of Devan :D

Everybody in the house who loves Devan says me!
MEEEEE!!! :D
Even though you're turning five this year, you're always be my favouritest little boy who I cradled to sleep when you were five months old for an hour.
Hahah Devan's eyes are just oh-so-mesmerising!

Date out with Sherlyn was fantabulous as always (:
She's sorta been like my really cool friend since we knew each other,
Heehee we went overseas together at 12 years old! (although I was 13 :P)
How cool is that?

But she's an awesome friend and I never get tired of her company, never.
I still love her cos she tolerates me shopping the whole day and not buying anything (:

So anyways it was an outing to supposedly celebrate each other's birthday together.
Sorry darling, I'll be missing your birthday in Macau,
but you know I still love you even if I were at the ends of th earth :D

We had Sakae buffet and and and we caught Hannah Montana movie!
Omgosh I love the male lead lah!
And I like the song Butterfly fly away,
So cutesy!

And the day out with Sherlyn's family was so great.
Devan is like so so so so freaking cute to the max!
He had his hair cut today,
and he always wants me to play with him but I wanna sit on th swing so he gives me 600 seconds to sit on the swing and then go into the room to play with him trains!
And he likes to rub his soft little cheeks against mine!
And every thing he does is so cute can!

Okay I don't care if this post sounds so Devan obsessey but he's really so cute!
At this point, Sherlyn is prolly saying I'm insane.

But who cares!
Devan is loveeee <3

I currently hold the record for being the only one, the first one and the most times for staying over at Gina's.
Heeheehee and I prolly hold th record for staying over the most number of people's house :P
Guilty as charged.

I'm versatile, one day I can just go back packing :D

And I think my mum's like gonna kill me cos I've only just recovered, or sorta like not fully recovered but yet I'm roaming every where already!

Tell me again why I love the game of bridge so much?

Ahh, but I really love my camera a lot alot,
And she fits snuggly into her new home (:

The reason why I've been updating oh so frequently of late is because I found out the power of doing so through my phone,
plus it's the holidays of course.

Today was Jacqueline's birthday,
And due to the demands of school work we could only meet up for dinner and a movie,
none the less I hope you enjoyed yourself dearest (:

To all you Aileen haters out there,
smile because I'm still kinda sick.

Hahah but I'm still a happy kid because I say so!
:D

I actually can't wait to go to Macau.
Heeheehee.
And my DSLR is going overseas for the first time,
wheeeeee!

I think my Project Work is quite screwed,
bleahssss.

My brother just bought me "Five million dollar home" camera bag for my birthday,
it's super expensive lah.
Totally love it.

Aileen has fallen bedridden sick
):
Bleahsss the result lack of sleep and excessive chocolate intake.

I'm missing the Roadtrip to Malaysia today.
I hate being sick despite the privilege of being able to stay in bed all day long without having to feel guilty.

Mission: Corinne, Oxford Hotel

So we surprised Corinne at the hotel,
I hoped she enjoyed herself.

Hahah the guys are so so retarded,
I was laughing like a dodo bird when we played Simon says,
they are so crazily funny.

And not sleeping for a night sure does detrimental effects to your health,
I'm down with the flu.
Bleahsssss.

Steamboat dinner was quite fun too,
I can't believe I went on a half concious and sick state,
I must have been out of my mind.

Nonetheless I enjoyed myself.
It's one more week of holidays.
Lalalalalala.

Gosh tell you a secret,
I haven't started on my GPP.
my group is so so so screwed.

I have an utter detest for Project Work,
shoot the inventor of Project Work.

To all you fellow loving Krispy Kremes friends,
Krispy Kremes are now available in Malaysia
:D

Whooohoo, now we don't have to travel a plane and get it at half priced :D
Think ringgit and singapore dollar :P

I just finished watching The Holiday and I still simply love it.
It's soo sweet and lovely (:

Happy birthday my dearest Corinne <3

I just finished watching The Holiday and I still simply love it.
It's soo sweet and lovely (:

Happy birthday my dearest Corinne <3

FACT DAY-OUT.

Day out with my coolest girls ever,
I still love each and everyone of them to scrumptious bits :D

We sat the flyer for the first time together
(:
Imperial Treasures for dinner and Gelare for desserts.

Hahah and we were saying we only met up twice each year,
once during June and the other December!
which was so so true,
cannot cannot we must meet up more!
:D

Before that i met up with Kelly and Sherlyn to study at Holland.
Heeheehee ten years down th road,
I can say i've studied with doctors,
just that I never became one myself :D

I love Mr Bean's soya bean ice cream,
very nice :D

Anyways I went out with Yuka Nakanishi today and I think she's very cute and blur,
in a good way (:

This week's gonna be one hectic one,
i'm busy everyday.
Bleahssss.

I love my bed cos it can receive th best wireless signal,
I always knew it was a strategic location :D

Fact Outing tomorrow,
And I'm studying with xueting and kels before that (:

Tomorrow appears to be a fulfilling day,
So good (:

Ahh I love country songs,
Carrie Underwood and Rascal Flatts are my two favourites
:D

Captains' Ball and Bridge are definitely two things you cannot miss out on during a holiday,
especially with the 4D people :D

So our Captains' Ball session finally went on really well,
love the company.
Bridged and dinner at Ikea.
Ahhh... those were the days
(:

And omgosh I forgot to complain that Timmy just spent another 600$ on bowling.
it's insaneeeee!

I just played Viwawa with Natyau and we were like cheating,
in a way.

I can't wait for FACT outing this Tuesday,
we're going to sit the Flyer for the first time!!
heeheeehee and and we're going spam alot alot of pictures
:D

And yes I'm guilty of not posting up all the pictures yet,
but it's really very very... laggy!!
So please stop hurrying me, I'm already trying my very best.
:D

And just a random thought,
Three years ago today,
Salad, Nicolette and I caught The Omen at Great World's GV and fell asleep in our sleeping bags after Student Leaders' Camp!
Hahah and we actually woke up halfway because of a clock that struck during the movie.
So retarded.
Heeheehee. (:

Oh and I forgot to say I kinda shocked my ankle while playing Captains' Ball and now it hurts like crap ):

I crashed Salzi's place since Tuesday,
heeheehee.

Restless VI was good,
I wanna watch again!!
Joy dances really well :D
and omgosh I'm amazed at the speed she quick changes.

I thought this was quite funny,
Timmy had a quiz on Facebook and one of his questions was "Who do I hate most?"
His options was something like Laura Tham, Benedict, Jones and someone else.
But we all immediately clicked Laura Tham.
HAHAH even she herself clicked herself,
now we can't blame anyone for that :P

There's Captains' Ball tomorrow,
this time's it's for real.
y'know why?
cos Alastair's not the one planning for it!

Ahhh I need to get started on my GPP,
and I need to get started on some intensive studying.

I'm in a need of a haircut,
And to spend a part of my wealth on shopping.

I totally and completely 100% percent adore kids,
Ahhh so cuteeeee.

Either my computer or DSLR is gonna explode first from all that uploading,
it's insane.

Yay I bought my book for the holidays,
Tell Me Something by Adele Parks
(:
I really adore Parks novels.

Oh yes and Nora Roberts too.
Much thanks to Zara for introducing them to me.

Yesterday we did not have Captains' Ball in the end,
suppose I say we got denied access,
enough said.

But chilling out at Holland with Salad, NatYau and Glenn was way better.
Except for the fact that Natyau was being such an (as he would put it) ANAL.
We bridged through the night!

Ohoh I saw MyraTay!
I haven't seen her in sucha long long long timeeeee!

And did I mention?
The Holidays Are Officially Here.
Notice I don't sound the least excited.

Hahah anyhows FACT outing next Tuesday,
I can't wait (:

And I don't know how it gets better than this;

This has got to be my best birthday year ever,
I feel so so so so blessed and so so so so so so loved.

Tuesday I celebrated my birthday with my favourite girls in JJ.
They surprised me with a steamboat birthday dinner at Julia's
(:
And I thought it was really sweet of them
<3

And did I mention it was also them who were the mastermind of my most massive birthday present ever,
My DSLR love.

Salad and Byje was such sweet things too cos they bought me my all time favourite Disney Princess Balloons!
And I was super happy because Mrs Tan said I looked like Ariel!
:D :D :D
heeheehee.

On Wednesday I celebrated my birthday,
again.
But this time it was with the Small Group.
I really love God's People many many,
especially Grace and Cheryl.
I thought it was very sweet of you both to plan something for me!

And Grace is a super duper good dessert chef,
thanks for the cupcakes dearest!
And of cos the Photo Montage which you and Cheryl painstakingly did
(:

On Thursday I celebrated my birthday,
yes again again.
This time round it was with my class girls.
And they really such sweet things.

They treated me to dinner at Billy Bombers.
We had soo much fun playing 99 and the Sabotage Drink!
Hahah they know what (:
Cordelia, Margerine, Byje, Jocelyn you girls are love <3

There's Captains' Ball later,
I-CAN'T-WAIT!
:D

til then,
I'm still a very very very very happy girl on the face of this earth.
Wheeeeeeeee (:

aileen says:
i think if there's one thing i don't regret doing this year is going to jj, cos the time spent with my girls cannot be traded for anything in this world. hahah.

I was talking to NatYau and this came to my mind,
random I know,
but true.

It's the loving feeling.

Aileen realises how 4D means soo very much to her and how she misses them so very very much
(:
They're literally irreplaceable.

So we had Zijie's surprise birthday party today,
and the reunion with the class just gave me that really warm fuzzy feeling.
From NatYau's gayness, to Alastair's vulgarness and Chermaine's Tyra Bankness.
I don't know, you just feel soo...
home
(:

and I got over a thousand pictures to upload on Facebook,
wish me luck (:

I'm teaching my daddy how to solve exponential and logarithms :D
and the pictures are taking forever to upload onto Facebook!

One crazy week with crazy emotions.
I still feel so happy, so blessed.
:D

So N-Project would prolly be the highlight of my weekend.
Hello Nicolette, I love you and I hope you liked your surprise! Happy Eighteenth Love (:
I spent weeks planning for my long awaited project and I'm glad it turned out well (:
Now there's no more N-Project to look forward tooooo.

And I had 4 lecture tests this week!
I'm sure gonna fail Economics :/
Maths, Chemistry and Biology went relatively fineee
(:
I'll be glad enough not to fail.

Kris won American Idol, but it doesn't really concern me cos I didn't follow this season's.

I stayed over Gina's house on Monday and she very kindly taught me Chemistry!
She's like my Chemistry tutor, no wait, she's better than that!

And I stayed over Julia's house yesterday,
she is very nice but I hope she studies harder cos she's very very smart :D

And guess what?
It's my birthday next Tuesday :D
but I've already gotten my surprise and I have never beeen more happier.

There's nothing nice to watch on teevee now.
I played Touch Rugby today, it's quite fun, but nothing beats Netball (:
it's love.

One more week to school holidays,
I-CAN'T-WAIT!

&lastly,
Happy Birthday Lai Zijieeeeee :D
gayhoood forever!

I FEEL SO HAPPY I COULD CRY.

More than loved, more than blessed.

I just got a new "toy",
GUESS WHAT?
:D

Two years ago today, I embarked on a trip to Brunei.

Today was a good day because I say so,
and I feeel very very happy :D

And today I wasted soo soo much time looking for the party shop,
cos no one told me Concourse closed down.
And I walked miles before reaching Middle Road.

And I spent yet another day doing up the video which in the end wasn't complete.
Fish and Co. for dinner,
Seafood Platter my favourite :D

I guess that's what they mean by doing things for your loved ones,
just makes you smile
(:

Friday come quickly,
I need you.

Four hours of Bridge Therapy with the JJ Bridge Buddies cum Roadside Gang,
and heart talks with Nicolette!
I love Nicolette <3

It's beeen a looooong time since I last sat down with her for dinner and had goood long talks
(:
Pizza Hut was good as well and the waiter was really really nice,
worthy of the G.E.M.S service award :D

This two coming weeks are gonna be one hectice two weeks,
wish me luck.
Good night World :D
Hello my much needed sleep (:

I just played Wii and it felt so so good
(:
Those were the days when I played Wii everyday.

Every Little Thing You Do.

I realised there has been alot of random people who has been hoping by my bloggy of late.

It's Project Work now and I love it cos it's super slack to the max!

I can't wait to get my camera,
I'm considering Canon PowerShot SX10 IS,
or Nikon CoolPix P80 which is cheaper but just as good
(:
Or then again I'm considering the Sony DSLR too, which is cheaper but I think not as good as Canon or Nikon.

I'm ashamed to say that I know little or nothing about the Swine Flu.
Just don't eat pork (:

It was Mummy's birthday today,
we celebrated with Perenakan Lunch which cost us $400plus.
Ex to the max,
but very niceeee
(:

I know what I want to eat for my birthday already,
Shabu Shabu.
:D

Fried Rice in the Middle of the Night.

I studied with Natalie today,

and I went to her place afterwards to chope picturesss

(:

Natalie is very nice, and tall!

Today was a fulfilling day (:

I'm at the computer lab once again,

it has been my favourite hangout for the past 1,2,3,4,5 days.

Why?

Don't tell you.

Hahah we're going to Felicia's palace later.

And I think Eunice, Gail, Nicolette and I are big time bridge addicts.

Without it, we're like smokers without smoke,

drug addicts without drug,

pen without ink,

music without melody and you get the drift (:

I hate the feeling of lagging behind tutorials,

it's like ______.

Currently I'm filled with mixed feelings,
but I think it's more to the happy side
:D

Today I got stood up outside my house because I forgot to bring the keys!
Silly me.

It feels kinda weird not having trainings on Wednesday.
But then again, trainings would be totally different,
because the J2s are goneeeee.

And I ran 2.4 today and my timing and run was like crap.
Enough said.

And I'm sooo happy because,
Friday's a Holiday!
Like whooooohooo,
my much needed break.

Bridge makes me smile
(:

I've got work piled up to my head,
but I don't wish to do them.

Make Jesus your Best Friend today,

only He never fails,
He never hurts you.

We had our last match against YJC today,
19-35,
to JJ.

This team will defintely be greatly missed
(:
Actually after the J2s leave, trainings would be sucha bore.

I don't deny wanting to quit Netball at times,
but it's something about this compelling Passion that keeps pulling me back.

I'm tired, so very tired.
I don't know what I need now,
I neeed God.

Omgosh, I just realised my shoulders are peeling,
it's super disgusting and scary.
):

And I haven't don't this for a really long time so here goes,
Tag replies!

Cheryl Koh! Hello my dearest (: Thank you so much! Let's meeet up one day to celebrate Fenny's Birthday!

Sherlyn! Sherlynnnnnn, is sooon almost here already? :D I missy missy miss you!

Cordelia! Silly girl you always call me Neelia hahahahah! Ailedroc! You've got 50% of me in you (:

Xinyi! It was really goood catching up with you today (: Let's meet up soon sometime again since you live soo near JJ!

FATWT! Stupid Skinny Fatty, I wrote a little Wanting moment for you in my previous post, go read! heeheehee glittergurl@bs loves fatwt many manys! (:

Oh, Happy Day.

I like it when my online purchases arrives,
it's like finally.

I fell down during today's match again,
ironically enough it isn't the wound that hurts but the taking out the tape that hurts like crap.
Hahah all my hair kenna pluck out!

I'm currently like radiating heat,
and I realised my stamina has deproved to the max
):
10k per weeeek!
Let's Go!
I neeed to regain my passion for running.

Aston's for dinner,
and Marina Barrage with Snr Xinyi and Wenyao thereafter.
It was good catching up with Snr Xinyi cos I haven't seen her for sucha oh sooo long time!

A little Wanting moment,
She's like a practical mama but she blends in sooo well with the farmers. I admire her sincerity and genuinity, it's this kind of people whom you know you can trust and turn too. Hahah although she never knows when somethings wrong with me, but I can't blame her afterall we've only just met less than three months ago. But still I'm gonna miss trainings and games with you ): I love you, FATWT <3

And last but not least,
Happy Birthday my dearest Fenny!
I did not forget your birthday, let's meet up sooon to celebrate okays? I still love you like the skies are blue and like there's no tomorrow! Wheeeee :D I hope you had a great day (: